My Confession

So here is my confession, Affection is my biggest obsession. I'm not looking for perfection, just to Feel like I'm ones entire world they hold as their prized possession. Everyday I'm Craving for this affection, for love, for touch and much more than just for an erection. Although sexual is most definitely acceptable. Being affectional gives me the best feeling in the world it's just so fucking incredible, so impeccable, its inevitable. I'm not saying to put me up on a pedestal just movie nights and snuggles would be cool. Someone to Look me in my eyes and call me beautiful. Just one to give me their all would be more than suitable. I'd like days where I'd get all the attention, but I wouldnt ask for it to be every single day I should mention, or at least have some sort of intention to make me feel love struck like im in some other dimension. I want Someone who will never deceive me or cheat me. I want Days where one is just really completely all into me, someone to look at me and feel being with me is actually hard to believe, asking themselves 'How did I get so lucky?' Being ones entire world is surely my biggest fantasy, that I so desperately want to become my reality. All the pain in my heart would finally be relieved, filling all the holes in my heart making me once again feel complete. Just unconditionally loving me for me...

~Jess D.