Haunted

Is it the torment and suffering that you were meant to feel,
thinking of all the dreams you had but none of them were real
Looking back regretting the decisions you never should have made,
no longer blaming your past or the people you still haven't forgave
Lying to everyone assuring them that everything is fine,
While fighting with demons that threaten to control your mind
Trapped in a world full of evil all you can do is just give in,
It doesn't matter how hard you fight your powerless to win
Now you have to live with the choices that you were forced to make,
knowing you can't take back even one little mistake
It's like in a way your life was already planned,
and you were meant for failure before it ever began
It's like sometimes you receive everything you never wanted,
misery is the only thing you can count on that's how you know your haunted