im done

today i made a choice
i chose myself
im letting you go
my hearts going back on a shelf
inside a thick glass jar
locked away from all the pain
i dont want you anymore
im not gonna let you hurt me again
your so self absorbed
a narcissist to the core
always accusing me
but in reality, you're the whore
always putting me down
always lying
im always begging you to stay
but im sick of trying
so fuck it
i will break my own heart
do it myself and get it over with
instead of letting you slowly rip it apart
maybe its me
maybe im just tainted
maybe im meant to be alone
so me and myself are about to get re acquainted
you come and you go
love me then hate me
make me feel special
build me up just to break me
my heart is tired
all worn out
but im sick of feeling this way
living in doubt
love me
or leave me alone
i wont do it anymore
sit around and wait for you to decide to come home
sometimes i forget my worth
forget who i am
but today i remembered
im strong and i dont need NO man

Goddbye