Pain In Love

This ache in my heart won’t go away
Knowing I’m a hopeless romantic never destined for love
I fall for the ones I can never have
I just can’t help what I feel inside

I’ve been hurt to many times to believe you
Maybe you’ve tricked yourself or maybe you just lied
Using me as entertainment
Just someone occupying your time

My very soul feels crushed
Into billions of pieces
That could not possibly
Be put back together

Just when I’d given up on love
You came into my life
You made me believe I could be loved
And now I realize my ignorance

Here I am
All alone again
Physically and mentally in pain
Knowing it won’t be the last time I do this to myself