Labefaction

 
Read the update or news or blue clues that evidently  
schizophrenic me  
did not  
could not  
wanted to  
 
understand.  
 
i am better with Feelings or so i pridefully thought / said  
and still I could not save Her.  
 
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I crave the intimate  
Your(‘s)…..  
intimate and You let me………..in  
and delighted and tickled my spirit  
and hugged me  
when ……………  
then achingly,  
 
 
You left  
 
 
(me)  
 
 
You, my Love, my muse, are finally liberated to  
To love the way You were always meant to;  
To live the way You were always meant to;  
To soar the way You always wanted to !!  
 
I know  
You know (as in private msgs i’ve told You repeatedly)  
what the Tao is all about and our journey  
Whether or not we are here or are destined to return here or way way over there!  
 
You, my Love  
100% understood me,    
 
____am gonna soooooooooo fuckin’ miss You.  
Thankful You thought of me prior to departure  
& left a note to me and Yes,  
Via Your Friend  ----  delivered ~  
 
Namaste Noire Rose  
At last!!  You and me are beyond intimate!!  
 
…..love You