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celebration of the membrane


 
 
I open my eyes  
in the morning  
 
they  
 
burn  
itch  
pain
 
 
from having lost  
too much of water  
'but it's all right'  
I tell myself  
 
a global phenomenon  
as the homes face  
the scarcity  
of water  
the oceans swell  
with a largesse  
 
I try not to think of  
the world  
and last night  
(of course)  
but my neurons are  

fast  
trained  
rebellious

 
like the mujahidin kids  
from Hindkush  
 
They bring back thoughts-  
random and arresting  
thoughts which assault me  
as I assuage them  
with the hard water  
that flows softly from    
 
the pure-alloy-  
silver-plated-  
French-tap  
 
the thoughts-of her-  
they keep coming  
time and again  
in perfect asymmetry  
as I close my eyes  
 
She had said she loved me  
and that she meant it  
and in return I loved her  
full and deep  
for-a-day  
 
I had kissed her breast  
felt her heart-  
 
alive  
throbbing  
pounding
 
 
conveying her feelings  
in cryptic codes  
I wish they had been  
binary  
 
But no, I can't complain  
as I was loved  
and let to love  
for-a-day  
 
It's all that matters  
a p a r t     f r o m  
the heady smell of  
 
expensive cologne-  
body oil-  
soap-
with-her-sweat  
 
which kept on eating  
my hunger  
like a famished beast  
and in return made me  
one of its own.  
 
(or a piece?)  
 
I see the world  
as a chess word  
squares of black  
squares of white  
 
everything  
seemingly  
fair and square  
 
Realization  
dawns on me  
the whole universe  
conspires  
and will do so  
 
Suddenly all seems grey  
 
(laughter)  
 
you can't get it coloured  
inside upmarket parlours  
by the experts  
like she does once  
in a couple of months  
strings of gold and copper  
sewn to her scalp  
to make her look like  
  
a ravishing sex goddess
 
one to be taken to the altar  
and worshipped  
with offerings of male spunk  
till e-t-e-r-n-i-t-y  
 
or maybe just to appeal  
to the prospective clients  
and induce them  
to lucrative deals  
of paper and power  
 
Realization  
dawns post apocalypse  
sans horsemen or  
dust storms  
 
And I am told that  
the whole universe  
conspires  
while mankind aspires  
 
I start to dream  
of distant farm houses  
in remote countries  
of a stolen summer noon
of smoked fish and wine  
and engagingly fleeting  
m o m e n t s  
of intimacy in the study-  
her gold and copper  
making perfect contrast  
in the soft darkness  
of the comatose noon  
 
ceaseless  
 
aspiration  
perspiration  
desperation
 
 
Desire and devotion-  
separated by a  
thin membrane  
thinner than the hymen  
thicker than faith  
 
I feel claustrophobic  
(inside)  
the soft membrane  
 
a fetus traversing  
in the murk  
of base desire  
 
But kisses are not harmful  
like fishes  
I am not allergic to them

 
never have been.
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