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a contemplating soul
one's soul just simply wants to leave this body, not some sort of legacy; one's soul would like to know without doubt that there's guarantee one's soul itself won't entirely cease;
honestly; the only thing that keeps one's soul bound by gravity, is the fear of the possibility of no longer experiencing some form of being-preferably as free and aware energy;
no longer bound to earth's gravity; no longer weighed down by this image known as human being;
there is no "easy" way to exit; the door is always there for me; most times I sit there at the door; no signs of what comes next if, i chose to leave and not look back;
Published 23rd Jan 2020
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the main thing on my mind, everyday
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23rd Jan 2020 1:07pm
I am garnering a hint of suicide thoughts from this, Peace Flow. I am not certain why, except that many I've spoken with have told me fear is the only thing holding them back. Religion teaches us that to take our own life is instant damnation; that fear is established early in life and carries through into adulthood. I'm unsure the soul knows of fear, and it's not just our own human thoughts. I feel the soul knows all the answers and we just don't remember we're here to experience by choice. Conversely, we can also choose to leave if it becomes too much. What happens after that I am unsure; I don't remember. But, innately inside me I sense it's simply going back home to the source.
I appreciate your time and feedback ahavati. you know something?; I've grown to realize that religion serves as a tight leash. the fact that one's physical death is as expensive as the cost of living proves how twisted this human experience really is.... it seems very apparent, how limited the human experience is, with all of the man made luxury, social hierarchy, programming.... the programmed ego speaks of "damnation"; and it's obviously programmed into your psyche to dictate one's thoughts and emotions.... I've also realized that this social structure is nothing more than programs within programs that ultimately indoctrinate you to become an extension of the program.. like a machine with human batteries....like the soul really doesn't want this; it's "taught" all of this.... like one's soul is held hostage by this body as well as this social structure.
