"dating" for ppl like me

    
   
    I think about movies and television series; the "dating scene" to be admired and seen from a background audience it almost always seems;    
   
   
a hint of more or less vanity; like modeling for a magazine for validity;    
we understand it's not only about what we like about the body;    
   
   
though subconsciously it holds a great deal of sexual appeal to admire what your eyes see; everything is set-up traditionally for some sense of comfort and integrity; at least that's what is ingrained in most to believe;    
   
   
 people like me; people like me unintentionally stand out (in my opinion) unfavorably; people like me don't care to be in crowded venues, or to be seen by other than who's in front of me;    
   
   
  with me; what you get is what you see; which indeed isn't much depending on your mentality, perception of "reality" and me;    
   
     
   but how I perceive the "dating scene"; I simply just don't fit in; I won't meet worldly expectations in "this life" most likely; drifters like me, see reality as anything other than what's been taught   
   
   
that's when solitude calls me "home"