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What Direction
What Direction!
Why I am 30 with no kids, or the mortgage debt, time to question my direction, I am blessed and surrounded by affection, close friends and family, But there are plenty of gaping gaps which separate me from normality! I think it’s time my life underwent a thorough inspection a chance of detection as to Why I have not begun to create my family legacy; I think I may need a wakeup ca...ll from officer reality.
Some people say, 40 is the new 30, so the dirty 30 is actually a naughty 40!! BUT I still feel 20 so can someone put it in perspective for me! Can you somehow understand my position and complexity! At what age should we really be settled with a family!
I see friends that have put one foot on the run, had one kid and put another in the oven! For one moment I too begin to crave what they have, until I see how tired looking after children can make a dad!
There is a heavier level that affects a family, it’s all about how much a man makes from his salary! Providing bread for his recently created nursery, providing stability and luxury for his babies, providing clothes on their back, though it would be on my backbone to provide my little prince or princess with their family throne.
HAZE
December 2011
Why I am 30 with no kids, or the mortgage debt, time to question my direction, I am blessed and surrounded by affection, close friends and family, But there are plenty of gaping gaps which separate me from normality! I think it’s time my life underwent a thorough inspection a chance of detection as to Why I have not begun to create my family legacy; I think I may need a wakeup ca...ll from officer reality.
Some people say, 40 is the new 30, so the dirty 30 is actually a naughty 40!! BUT I still feel 20 so can someone put it in perspective for me! Can you somehow understand my position and complexity! At what age should we really be settled with a family!
I see friends that have put one foot on the run, had one kid and put another in the oven! For one moment I too begin to crave what they have, until I see how tired looking after children can make a dad!
There is a heavier level that affects a family, it’s all about how much a man makes from his salary! Providing bread for his recently created nursery, providing stability and luxury for his babies, providing clothes on their back, though it would be on my backbone to provide my little prince or princess with their family throne.
HAZE
December 2011
Published 2nd Jan 2012
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