humanity perspective

  
 
   
   
    dead inside; this is the "feeling" most of the time; when I see couples smile, it doesn't give me any real hope; when people spew doctrines, it more or less helps me cope....  
   
   
   I'm feeling less, and I'm feeling less; I've second guessed, and I've done my best;  
I hardly rest, and I take deep breaths....my every step approaching death  
   
   
  and I know I'm not alone; yet I know I'm on my own; life is one big Quest(ion)....yes; yes it is; yes; I'm not better than you; you're not better than me; despite your "worldly report card" and your/my family tree, manmade degrees, and or popularity;  
   
   
  and all I have is poetry to empty the trash bin(my mind); a masquerade is all I see; people who pretend well; yes that was including me; a big question mark is my view on humanity....