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28.12.19
All I want is to be happy
but lately my life’s been really crappy nothings going right and I’m really starting to lose hope
I’m up all night listening to music and struggling to cope
Tears fill my eyes but the screams don’t leave my head
I’ve got no motivation I barely leave my bed
I’m keeping up a dead smile and saying everything’s okay
But fuck man I’ve really lost my way
My minds screaming self hate
So I blare out music when I’m up late
I’m gonna end up relapsing at this rate
I’m drowning
but lately my life’s been really crappy nothings going right and I’m really starting to lose hope
I’m up all night listening to music and struggling to cope
Tears fill my eyes but the screams don’t leave my head
I’ve got no motivation I barely leave my bed
I’m keeping up a dead smile and saying everything’s okay
But fuck man I’ve really lost my way
My minds screaming self hate
So I blare out music when I’m up late
I’m gonna end up relapsing at this rate
I’m drowning
Published 28th Dec 2019
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28th Dec 2019 5:04pm
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28th Dec 2019 6:44pm
Endlessly relatable I find myself in this place Alot, it certainly is a struggle mentally physically emotionally and spiritually but I believe we can make it through keep going and writing! 🙌
12th Jan 2020 11:23am
I know the feeling... I promise you aren't alone! Very expressive writing, sundae!
