Live a little more

I don’t feel alive
Sitting on the couch
No one calling
Nothing on tv

Focus on my breathing
Decide who’s deceiving
Disguise who I’m being
Dream who I could be again

Describe how I’m feeling
Prescribed to feel again
Only to stare at the ceiling
Blank face in my mirror begs

If I’m already dead
I should start living
Stop caring while
I can be me again

Until then
I crawl out my grave
And try
A little harder than before
I’ll live
Live a little more

Might Fall on my knees
Beg god please
But I’ll Breathe in the new

I don’t want to feel
possessed by this feeling
Wanna do what’s next
while I’m stealing air breathing

I don’t know where
I’m going to stay
when all this goes away
No memories or thoughts
So I’m going to start living a little more