Hold your Grudge...

Holding onto a grudge like a heroin addict.
It's molding me to a image that isn't me anymore.
I ignore all your help because I need my fix.
Six shot clip and every bullet has a letter.
A casket is better than a bed.
A quest for revenge requires a second grave.
I'll get what I deserve because karma is a bitch.
Stitch us together at the waist because at this point our fate is the same

This grudge has roots deep within my heart.
Corrupt of the soul not even therapy can set straight.
Taint of the flesh has me rotten to the core.
Before removing my constraints, the damage is already done.
I helplessly watched it crumble down.
A bed of glass to rest my head.
My fragile mind broken apart.
The pieces in places they don't belong.
The malice swelling as speck upon my heart.
Rebelling against rationality telling me this is wrong.
Feral desires override any reasoning you can do.
Brutality is all that exists in a world as cruel as this...