My apology tonight

I apologize for being rude. But please try and see it through my eyes. Even just for a second. Literally everywhere I go. I hear the same shit. By people I know and strangers also. It doesn't make u look cool or clever. Especially when your focusing on something that can't be changed. We all have pasts. We've all been bullied. And just in case whoever people represent who cares maybe they give each individual a chance. It doesn't mean they're having sex. Maybe its just conversation. Maybe people are not out to wreck a relationship or whatever.
I present myself as myself. I don't represent any side and never have.
If people focused on trying to uplift instead of put down. And yes I need to take my own advise. We all would be better off. And then maybe something good would come out of all this. And if I said I wanted to talk to you. So what. But to get a response of I'm not. Well who the fuck said u were anyway? But something is gotta be at the end of this. The way some people are champing at the bit. Hmmm?