Last page

The last page..
Once again
another journey
through another journal.
Many sloppy spills in this one
but some shine so much brighter
 than others..

Not sure if
I call this poetry anymore,
it feels much different
than it did before,
"More visceral
More real"
I've been waiting for it to hit me.

Less forced
Never faked
making my way through
each message in my mind
finding out I'll never capture
the exact feeling/details
emerging from this sacred space
my own personal place
within eternity.