Pondering

When did it change?
When did you no longer see your future in my eyes?
Why deny your behavior is strange?
Why am I so surprised?
 Could it be how you called me baby?
 Or how I smiled when I heard your text?
The way you made love to my soul, maybe?
Why can’t I just move on and forget?
Do you think of our sweet kisses?
Or the way my tongue feels?
Tell me the truth, do you miss it?
Remember how you made me moan and squeal?
Can you not feel my heart racing?
Or the passion behind my touch?
Do you believe I wear your favorite color even when you’re not around?
Am I doing too much?
Where do I turn for comfort?
How did you pull me in like that?
Can’t you see I’m A BAD BITCH?!!
You’re rejecting me, how am I supposed to react?
How do you feel about me right now?
Can you say you’re over “us”?
Did you think of how much you miss me?
Can’t you feel my love?
Are you ready to let me go?
Will the memories help you return?
What the fuck do I even want?
How many more lessons are there to learn?