songs of an impossible repreive....

I cannot proclaim anything less than infinite poetic beauty.

Your talent is a gift Pandy.

I'm in awe. (:

Losty.

I thank you dearly, Losty. It means a lot, beautiful one.🌷

Pandy, those shackles are but one aspect of your life. There is so much more. While your physical manifestation is not all you'd like it to be your mind soars into realms of creativity many only dream of knowing. Your sensual poetry tells me of a woman whose heart knows the ways of love. And I have the utmost admiration for your ability to transcend your limitations and fly free into poetry which stimulates me into heights of emotion and mind expansion. You will always be my darling angel of passion whose poetry takes me places where I long to be.

XoXoXo
John

Thank you for the kindness about my voice through the outlet of writing. It means a lot that my words can be that meaningful. It makes my heart happy as can be! You always take my ego to the moon & back!  On the flipside, I wasn't born to write. Although I do enjoy it, it's only an outlet & as you now see, one that allows me to finally write the sad things with ease..  
 
 
It has taken me a couple days to answer these few comments, without just deleting it all together or coming off without tact. When I write these things ,it's not to be projected that I'm completely unhappy. However, I was born to save animals, that's it. Life isn't over, technically since I can still have fun & laugh. A few of my hobbies are still attainable too. Spirituality, I'm as good as dead having that taken away.  
   
Happy belated birthday, btw. Xoxo🎂🍰🍷

I echo Goldenmyst while sympathising (that is all someone who has not been there can do but has known people who were chairbound but still found reasons to smile and have something to enjoy in life) with the frustrations of a wheelchair borne life.  

Carry on being the poetic songbird you have shown yourself to be. An example of such a person who has become a prolific creative writer is Joni Earickson Tada (she was rendered quadriplegic at 17 in a diving accident). Read any of her work?

Solomon, thank you for your comment & support. As I just mentioned to John, it's taken a couple days to respond because I'm sure several of these were meant with goodness in heart.  
 
I'm just now able to express this side with ease, but when I wrote this, it didn't mean I don't have any happiness at all. My soul barely exists because I can't save animals anymore..that's my greatest pain, that defined me! The people you know aren't me & you don't know how happy they truly are inside. Again, I'm not miserable, but us crips tend to hide the sad stuff well. I know you meant well, but it rubbed me wrong, You never tell a person in a wheelchair about your friend in a wheelchair overcoming something in this case. Lol. I remember the days before I was humbled to suffering; myself & others. I couldn't grasp it & truly never thought much about it, so I understand your intentions were good, so I'll ease off. My response isn't mean spirited either...Hugs.
 
Yes, I read her books right after my injury & even got the movie.

Beautiful!  Whatever it may share, the songbird still peppers the day in songs of life and their complications.  Keep singing, for it would be a dark day if it ever ceased to mutter a sound.

Thank you, T. I appreciate it beyond words!

If ever I'm able to write something else vulnerable, I'll likely close the comments. Or perhaps not write them because they come away from the writing that I'm one faceted.. that I'm miserable. I'm not.

Oh my gods, girl... The words combined with that image had me gripped by the throat. I'm not a fan of birds in cages...anything born with wings should be able to fly freely...and this broke my heart. Without your song though, these halls would echo in search of your voice. SO many hugs and snuggles...times 2

Thank you, Willow. It's most appreciated! 🌹Idk about letting vulnerabilities down anymore though. People tend to see things one dimensional, and don't realize the struggle.

Bless and love ...

We only become a prisoner of our situations when we can't see the big picture of life for I was confine to a wheelchair at one point in my own my life after having a spinal infusion leaving me unable to walk for three years of my life I felt like giving up also thinking that it was going to be my life but because of friends and family I started to see things differently not knowing if I will ever walk again but I learned we still have the ability to fly as we have a mind that can manifest our deepest thoughts from deep down inside of US for even though life hands us situations that we don't truly understand as we ask the age old question why me for it is through those times when we begin to spend more time dwelling upon the what and ifs of life when we become like that caged bird unable to fly for sometimes we have to stop thinking so much with our minds and listen to the stillness of our heart and soul I have faith in you that you will come through it for you are a fighter as well as a warrior for you are more stronger than you think you are for its in you to survive

I thank you for the heartfelt sentiments, I truly do. As I've explained to the others above ,this doesn't mean I'm not happy. I've been very humbled & enlightened to suffering through this .I'm grateful for that.

Honestly, 3 months vs 13 years is a huge difference. In the beginning, after the pity party, I was happy as could be. After life showed me everything else this disability has to offer, my opinion changed although i know I'm better off than many. Although I can find happiness & positivity,  I do see the big picture, I am very much imprisoned because I'm still the 4 year old that was born to save animals, minus that & my true soul is as good as dead.

I hope this came off tactfully, that why I stewed on it. My apologies for not coming to your page, it's on my list for tomorrow!

all i can say i am proud of you and the achievements over time for your truly a strong woman with grace and charm from the heart and soul this wasnt tackful it was truth of your soul no harm done and besides communications is the key to understanding of the mind as well as the heart of the being...one love with respect

Thank you. Humbled for the thoughts & add🙏

Breathtaking, pain is breathtaking? Why do I feel as if I was part of your mandated commentary before you could post material yourself. I wish peeps would waste those in the lame genre we've labeled erotica here.🙄

My apologies are due then & I also offer your first official Pandy welcome to the Underground, although not under the greatest circumstances. I'm human & we really are nice here.

Secondly, I'm so gracious of such endearing sentiments. I thank you so incredibly much since this one was a real vulnerable piece & I'm new to this. I've always hid behind the erotic genre instead. I'm glad it resonates, as that's my intention.

Once again, I'm incredibly sorry for taking it the wrong way. I promise we're one sweet family here,  although it seems to be two of them. My warmest of welcomes again. 🙏🌻

Amen! Now you get a Pandy hug!;)
I'll be visiting you as soon as I catch up. If you're blessed like so many of us, then you've found a home. We're under a bit of duress with many missing members & saddened, so if that doesn't speak about us, I don't know what would!