The End

I can see myself dying.
Too many endings
for me to bear.

It's poetic justice
for my end to be this way.

I can feel myself
mourning my life
more than my death

With tearful eyes
a broken heart
and a soulless body
I utter the names
of those whom I love.

With my last breath
I say an unheard
"Goodbye"

I'm mourning
the inevitable loss of time
we spent apart.

Life was worthless
when I lost you.

My grand finale
is as I begun...

Nothing but a painful,
lonely cry!

I didn't leave
an unsaid
"I LOVE YOU"

nor an unfought fight

But if with time
you come to miss me
you'll find peaces of my heart
in the poetry
I've left behind.

I'm slipping into a sleep
I've long longed for

It feels surprisingly good
for being so painful.

There is no light...
Much like my life.

Darkness, i never left you
and i see, you never left me.

poetisa maría de jesús
10/17/19