The Big 'O' in the Sky

I wrote this just now
I don't expect comment
As you say no comment
Is an approval
I say no comment
Is a lack of interest
Or simply that it
Doesn't matter anyhow
Who really cares
We leave each other
Everyday
In some way
Deepening the wounds
That lie within
Hidden from all
Ever to see
Our gapping oozingness
We, the only ones
To feel any of this
Bending us in half
Into a fetal position
We cry
We scream
We kick
Flinging ourselves down
Pain so deep within
Never to escape
Death the only real release
And, thanks be to the powers
It is soon upon us
Giving us at long last
Release
I will scream
In ecstacy when i die
Death may be
The only time
To truly scream
In sheer delight
Of the power
Of the last
Big 'O' in the sky
Ever to be
Upon my death bed
Allow me my final pleasure.