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Young Girl Fantasy

To be held in your arms    
To be cradled atop your lap  
To be enveloped by you    
Slow and deliberate movement    
Of your hands on my body    
Cuddling me    
Caressing me  
Brushing across my nipples    
I could feel myself blush    
Even if you could not see it    
   
He doesn't realize the    
Depth of Intensity    
I am under his spell    
Pulling me in deeper    
Tugging at me    
His maleness I could tell    
My own desires welling up    
   
He has me in his caress    
Atop his lap    
His hand so slightly    
Brrushes my breasts    
Embarrassed, I giggle a bit    
Making believe I didn't notice    
   
Still cradling me    
Atop his lap    
A blanket he did place    
I get quiet    
I like secrets    
Under blankets    
Oh, so much fun    
   
Still cradling me    
He squeezes my foot    
One and then the other    
Massaging my feet    
And toes each individually    
Moving up to my legs    
Around the ankle at first    
Then my calf    
Kneading each one to life    
   
Fingers barely touch me elsewhere    
Lighting up repressed emotions    
Suppressed physical feelings    
Accidentally, touching my private parts    
I didn't think too much about it    
Hands moved up my legs to my thighs    
Where my privates meet my legs    
I felt a stirring    
That familiar feeling i only felt    
in my uncle's bed    
   
Hands are massaging    
My thighs one hand on each thigh    
As you look at me,    
I look away    
Hoping you will not see    
The moment in me    
   
He then lifted me    
Carried me to bed's edge    
Never took eyes off me    
His hands still rubbing me    
Then all of a sudden    
Drawing a deep breath    
He took hold of my panties    
Said lets take these off    
I say ok,    
Not really sure of what I was saying    
Only knowing    
Every move of his hand    
His fingers upon my body    
Was so delightful    
Filled me with bliss    
Near breathless    
Even though I knew not why    
   
Your hands tugged at my panties    
I lifted my rear    
You pulled them down    
The length of my legs    
Removing each leg gently    
Laying each    
Upon the edge of the bed    
Then the other    
   
There, there you said    
May i keep rubbing your legs    
Let me feel your your muscles    
And your soft skin    
I said ok    
   
Under the blanket    
As you looked into eyes    
To see how I would be    
Massaging, gently stroking    
Up and down the length    
Of my thighs    
Your hand barely touches    
My private parts
I could feel you    
Across my fleshy mound    
Your fingers the slit you find    
I lay ever so still    
   
What will you do next    
As I anxiously await    
I squirm, your finger pressing    
The slit of me    
You run your moistened finger    
The tiny length of my slit    
Again and again until    
You push it into me    
Opening me    
You hold it there    
As if to see my reaction    
I do not move    
Not even an eyelid flutter    
   
Then to my astonishment    
Your finger reaches into me    
A bit deeper, then deeper still    
And, as if giving my permission    
A little gasp I did release    
You move into me deeper yet    
Your other hand finds    
That funny part of me    
That nodule, my clit    
A gradual pressure on it    
With a finger    
Making me breath funny    
Your other hand, its finger    
In between the sllt    
Inside my girl privacy    
Your finger still on my clit    
You pull your other finger out    
Inserting it again    
And again, as I am near delirious    
You remove your finger    
   
You tell me turn over    
So on my tummy I go    
I could feel you    
Pull the cover from me    
Cupping each side of my bottom    
Your hands stroking my butt    
Long gentle strides    
One hand stops    
Other keeps moving    
Stirrings tickling my innards    
Feeling me with your fingers    
All over my bottom    
Touching so you don't    
Miss my crack    
Hands move along the entire length    
Of my bottom's crack    
   
Suddenly stopping    
You push your finger down in,    
Down in, stroking me    
And down in again.    
Your hands goes down in again    
Reaching for the front private part of me    
You say ok hon    
I want you to turn back over    
But first, you tell me,    
A toy to insert in my butt    
I say ok    
You promise it won't hurt    
I say ok again    
   
You spread my butt cheeks    
Apply cold wet stuff    
With the tip of a finger    
It got all wet and messy    
You push in deeper    
And deeper yet    
Removing your finger    
Toy in me you begin to insert    
A little at first    
Waited and pushed    
In some more    
I kind of screeched    
Not knowing what to expect    
But gentle and reassuring    
As you slowly inserted it    
I could feel it hurt a bit    
As I jerked    
You said it's ok hon    
We are almost there    
You can do it    
Just relax and let me do it    
I relaxed as best I could    
It hurt but I let you do it    
Cause you wanted to    
You seemed to like it    
And I knew I would be ok with you    
   
Leaving it in and turn me back over    
Your hand starts rubbing    
On my belly and chest    
Pressing down on my belly    
Makes me feel like I had to pee    
Your hand finds it way    
To where I pee    
Fingers stroking me    
I laid there    
Using me as you pleased    
Pushing his index finger    
Into my opening    
Pushing my legs apart    
I lie perfectly still    
A teasing finger dipping into me    
And deeper still    
I feel him    
Not knowing what to do    
Finger going deeper still    
Reach into the forbidden deep    
Suddenly and without warning    
You pull your man out    
Firmly holding me into place    
Spreading my legs all way    
Holding your penis    
You press into my tight    
Pussy, barely    
Inserting it into me    
Then with a slight thrust    
You push into the virginity of me    
Pushing yourself into me    
I feel how you are    
Am fearful and calm    
You go up and down    
Pushing in me, out of me    
In me, out of me    
Eventually stopping    
You take it all the way out    
Turn me over again    
Wanting to push into my butt    
I say ok not realizing    
How much it will hurt    
I am a big girl
I can do it    
   
Push it into my bottom    
Pulling me into you    
Pressing into me causing me to shriek    
In pain as you entered me from behind    
You have complete and total control of me    
I'm wet, messy    
Can barely move    
You go up and down in my rear    
Moaning deep and faster    
With each thrust    
I want to please you    
So I do this for you    
You are my daddy    
And as you explode    
I love you I say    
I want to play again    
Someday I say    
You say, ok hon so do I
Written by elsiesan
Published | Edited 10th Jul 2020
Author's Note
elsiesan
elsie = L.C. little connie, my inner little girl
san = the 1st three letters of Sicilian birth name

Elsiesan has been awakened from a dormancy. She has scratched and clawed her way to the surface and is where my sexuality stems.

As a victim of molestation, I have come to appreciate and own that part of me, embracing her story. In my opinion, religiosity has succeeded in fragmenting our natural systems, recked havac and censored until we no longer recognize our core-beings thereby altering the foundation of our existence.

Thus this poem. And although, not entirely true, is representative of elsiesan's story. I chose to acknowledge her existence. Condemnation is no longer valid for me.

I apologize for triggering. I must be me, all of me.
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