Two steps back, two steps back.

Time and time again,
I lose a fight that I can win.
Along with every single friend.
I'm talking even my pretend.

Its really hard to make amends,
When no one wants to be my friend.
blessings outnumbered by my sins.
I feel the walls start to cave in.

I'm imprisoned by my lies,
With nowhere left to run and hide.
I need to swollow up my pride,
If wanna make it threw my life.

Fuck life and fuck love.
When I'm in pain I turn to drugs,
The main thing that I'm running from.
I hate it but it keeps me numb.

If it doesn't hurt
Im not getting what I deserve.
I hear that everybody burns.
guess I'm just waiting for my turn.

Evil me is evil you.
I hate myself like people do.
I'm tired and confused,
And Suicide is such a lethal move.