Abuse in Truth

Evil lurks where people hurt.
I find abuse in truthful words.
Ive been in pain for what its worth.
I ease my pain by smoking purp.
 
I switch to dope it made shit worse.
It fucked up my whole universe.
I lost control then I lost her,
But not before I got 2 daughters.
 
Ive been broken just like you.
Straight busted open split in two.
Just like the ocean deep and blue.
A love so potent me and u.
 
The greatest gift that u can get
Is true love in relationship.
I fucked around and played with it.
That's how I made a crazy bitch.
 
I was honestly OK with it,
Till someone tried to take my chick.
My heart started to break n split.
I really fucking hated it.
 
I confess my life's a mess.
My puzzle pieces don't connect.
I shame myself with old regrets.
Cause people hell and give them stress.
 
Life's a bitch we just dont click.
she's poisonous I feel so sick.
My point is that I wanna quit.
With one joint and one fucking click.
 
My loosing streak just follows me.
I'm empty and this is the hollow me.
I feel so weak when I face defeat.
I love someone but she hates me.
 
Its all my fault I lost it all.
I Summersault straight down I fall.
I hit the bottom and learn to crawl.
I cant solve my problems with alcohol.
 
Forever fucking up. That's how I am.
I try to change but They say I can't.
I hide the pain The best I can.
Now I just pray they understand.
 
That I'm headstrong and thinking heavy,
And Won't leave my thoughts until I'm ready.
But When I do please don't forget me.
But When I do please don't forget me.