innocence lost

 
I too ache within--

deeply buried are my scars
hidden so you don't see just how damaged I am
my demons teem...I scream
I rage inside myself at the one called God

once upon a time my faith shine
then darkness surround me
my light put out
my innocence raped

foul beasts filled my inner sanctum
I begged the most high for mercy
none was given

I heard in my mind...his voice
he was speaking to the demon fondly
amusing them with my torment
a woman was behind it all
courting a succubus I was abandoned

while I was defiled he bed her
my mind ravaged
I will never be the same

innocent...