Pastrami, If Not Salami....A Guide To Failed Heart Fatigue In Human Look-Alikes

  
 
   
Exhausting.  
   
A regular day in someone else's pairAdice (snake eyes!),  
           that wouldn't've been given that "second thought"  
           a few little years ago. (Or, maybe not even a first  
           thought if it occurred before your Leah died).  
Seems every fucking slightest move....  
   
Exhausting.  
   
Them soul cooties is all outta whack, providing a most discomfiting,    
                  enduring, unflagging weariness, unimaginable in it's scope  
                  and context, to the average liver of human life, (except  
                  perhaps by paralytics of some ilk or an'other).  
   
eXhausting!  
   
                  No pride (for sure) in being a "survivor" of twenty years of  
                  cardiac battle, combat, (or any other lame metaphor that  
                  suits your craving some validation on this puny human scale).  
   
EXhausting!    It's sitting right here, right in front of me, awaiting judgement  
                         of the regular guy, common man/woman, who's job it is  
                         to decode for encrypted evidence of fraud, foul play, or  
                         even parent'icide in any world not so different from  
                         one's overblown fantasies.  
                                                                                   !exhausting!  
 
(Ah, but, of course, there'in lies The Awareness yet to be cultivated!)  
   
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