family....mother my life

she never wanted me
a mistake of blood
she hates me but yet
i give her my love...

they call me cruel words
make me want to die
i tried my best for this family alright
yet my blood my kin hates me

I was a mistake an hated thing
a child born of sin and teen hormones
i was left alone so long like a dog outside
why dont they want me is it cause im sick
cause im better off dead my blood a sickness my flesh a curse

i wish i was normal i wish i was like them
i tried to act like the prefects i tried so hard
but im just to me to hide behind a lie......
and so i say goodbye ........ <3