What Happens In My Mind

I figure myself out
Through rhymes and verse
Often times feeling
Like it's a big curse

Expressing myself so plainly
With perfect sense to me
Realizing after that no one
Can see exactly what I see

So here I go again
Trying to write my mind
Hoping you will understand
The ideas I'm trying to find

This one is different
Because I'm writing about writing
And trying to rhyme
Without the words fighting

Let's end this already
Before I lose my train of thought
Who knows if you'll understand
The meaning I sought