Love is a coma

Love is a coma,
Dark, and cold
Bitter
Shivering down,
The back of my spine.
Everything
Fades black,
Turns into stone,
I destroy
Everything,
That crosses my
Path,
No matter how
Beautiful it is,
One day,
Everything faded
Black,
And she was lost,
Forever,
Now,
Life breathes
Slowly,
As if
Almost coming
Out of a coma,
Soon,
I am sure,
I will destroy this
And it will
Be gone,
Beneath the depths
Of the ocean,
I did not
Ask for this,
Cold life,
It feels as if it
Is not my own,
All I wanted
Was her,
Now that she,
Has in a way
Returned,
I know she will,
Disappear,
Once again,
Lost forever
This time.


I remember when,
Everything,
Was perfect,
I was never,
Such a happy man,
Then I lost you,
I lost my heart,
Broken,
And shattered
I fell apart.
One night,
I saw you,
At the local bar,
We got together,
But it will never get far,
You want nothing,
But I just want it back,
I have tried to let go,
With everything
I could,
But I am attached to you,
like I am to my heart,
which only you
can have,
I would do anything
For you to come back,
Because when a man really falls,
He falls hard,
And When I fell,
I crashed and burned,
Like a car wreck,
Speeding out of control,
Not having in the world,
Then in a blink
Of an eye everything changed,
As much As I want everything to
Be the same way,
I know you will
Never love
Me again,
And it only breaks my heart
Even more,
I become more cold,
Because there is only one thing
I want,
And it is for us
If there is an us
Anymore,
To get out of
This mess,
And live the life we once had.