apology

Bless and love ...

thank you dearest FeNyX...

bless and love...

love Brenda 💕

Remember my words beautiful one! You are poetry...still sending you big hugs🤗

aw thank you beautiful one most graciously...you've touched my heart today...

love Brenda 🌹

In the nine-ish years I've known You, Beautiful,
I never not one fucking time felt You arrogant.
You have ALWAYS shown kindness and to even me!!

We who have been gifted with what the world considers a mental illness
have been not understood for ages and probably for ages to come.
Never detracts from out Beauty and kindness and love for..........

& i journal daily because I HAVE TO.
You fucking keep writing not only to stay sane but to help and encourage people like
me ........and You.

This spill made my face wet, really really wet......

Love You courageous Sister

oh my goodness you've been here as long as me then...this must be a new name for you then...thank you, beautiful soul, for embracing me even in my darkness...someone told me today don't talk about your mental illness it's frowned upon... I told him honestly it's just that what inspires me to write is my bipolar and delusions and I'm not going to lie about it...I'm so happy I connected with you today I was feeling adrift on my own thinking I wasn't reaching people...

I deeply appreciate you dearest Tallen...

love Brenda 💕

Don't ever stop talking about Your mental illness
nope nope nope

I don't and while many stop being kind to me or stop altogether being my friend -- fuck them --i can't be someone who i was not meant to be and  
I WILL NOT BE SILENT about who i am.

You have always been my strength over the years -- here and on FB

thank you dearest Tallen for the fiercely beautiful encouragement big sigh I can only be myself there are no pretentions...like everyone I can only write what I feel... today I felt bad on-site feeling I offend people with the way I write but like in the poem I was honest and said stay away from my dark writes if your heart is soft because my dark sometimes bites...

you're a beautiful person dearest Tallen...

love Brenda 💕

Remember what I said to you when we spoke Brenda.

Forgive yourself the rest will come eventually. Very heartfelt write my friend. There is always hope... Now come here give us a hug

aw thank you dearest Carpe hugs you back forgive my absence on FB today is a kind of quiet day for me... I will be back to chat when you too feel like it...I'll remember what you've said...I deeply appreciate the wisdom...

love Brenda ❤

I understand mate. Feel bit like that myself after this day

Chin up both of us

A beautiful poem for a very complex world of which we are all guilty Brenda.
Cheers and peace...Harry

thank you graciously dearest Harry my heart was heavy I needed to say this because I really do care about the people here reading...I deeply appreciate you dear poet...

love Brenda 🌹

*tears* 💞

As I was just reflecting on the deletion of Goddess in a comment already, THIS is why it was written!! Your spirit is all love & light, you're consumed by the darkness in your mind, but you're soul doesn't possess a mere pinch of it.

It is so very humbling of yourself to write this, but it's to be expected to those who know you. I still have to weep that I misunderstood you at one time....never will I shut down on you again because I know better, I'll just hug your demons even tighter. If anyone has been offended or hurt & can't accept this, they can kiss my ass too! I'm oh so blunt today, unlike my usual.

Those who know " Brenda" in all forms , know you're our queen! Just ask HF, he was oh so curious at my mentioning of it in your absence & he discovered just why! Truth!!

" If only you could see, so resplendent; the Goddess you claim not to see" ;)

https://youtu.be/DJaEGVL6V5o 😘
Ps...don't mention forgiveness, just accept my comment, I know I have it already. Hugs!

thank you beautiful Pandora you are dear to my heart...I'm deeply touched you see beauty in my soul Goddess will always be safely tucked in my heart no one has ever done anything like that for me...

no weeping dry your tears let me hug your soul...giggles on your fierce comment aw you're so beautiful...you humble me with your compassion I feel loved..

I love you lady...

love Brenda 🌹❤🌹

thank you dearest HF for your love I'm happy to hear reading me has been a pleasant experience for you I worry after my readers...I know it's quite an odyssey I take people on into the dark and light both...

I'm happy I haven't offended you...

I deeply appreciate you poet...

love Brenda 🌹

The beauty here is putting one's soul in the nude, with all its fragile reality. You need not apologise for any, beautiful soul. We are what we are and those who can't accept us, can go away, because they don't deserve us. This is just beautiful.

aw beautiful soul thank you for your continued love...I am slightly empathic and felt this needed to be said...you light up my pages and soul with your presence...

I deeply appreciate you...

love Brenda 💕

No need to be sorry
Keep working your Mojo
Rock it
Xx

thank you sexy man for your acceptance
you know who this is for the new ones
who don't know me yet...

the vets know not to open my dark writes...

I deeply appreciate your encouragement...

love Brenda ❤

Queen of Darkness



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thank you sexy man you're right I share that title with my beautiful Queen Devlin...sigh I don't like to admit it but from you I love hearing it ❤

thank you beautiful poetess for your acceptance and encouragement...I can only hope to reach the ones reading...with my dark writes some tender souls need to not read those...I don't wish to hurt with my thoughts...

I deeply appreciate the love you've shown me...

love Brenda 🌹

I think we all have a little chaos rippling through us at times.  And despite the perception you may have, you have nothing to apologize for.  Our creations can summon some interesting voicings...and often, essential to capture certain moods and ideas.  Do not censor.  ;)

thank you dearest Tender One for you encouragement there are those that get offended by me just because of the way I write at times...I never deny my muse voice no matter what the topic...I deeply appreciate your acceptance of the varied voices that come through me...

love Brenda 🌹

All part of the unique artistry within.  Some of us understand that and some will not.  

Awe Crim.......no matter what demon might be flowing thru your dark ink or your soul.......those who know you......have seen and felt the glowing light of luv within your heart......that at times hides but is always there.......this is very beautiful......just like you......heart felt my friend.......purple luv & hugs xo :)

thank you beautiful Flower for your continued love gentle soul...we've been here together years now I'm so happy to have you to journey with...

love Brenda 💕

Hey Crim......it’s been a beautiful journey to watch your personal strength become even stronger within you........your talent is never ending.......every ink touched hearts and souls in one way or another.......don’t ever change You......except if it’s for yourself......purple luv & hugs xo :)

thank you beautiful one...

love Brenda 🌹

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True beauty honesty, you give everyone hope, you show true courage, no one could ever say your arrogant, an inspiration to all who hide who we truly are.
Thank you

thank you graciously dearest poet for such a kind comment...since you are new here and are following me an arrogant personality emerges in my writes it's not me but some might mistake it for me and It was bothering me to think I offended some... I look forward to reading you dearest poet welcome to DU...

love Brenda 🌹

Beautiful Brenda, anyone who has demons, fears of never letting go or letting anyone in, only has to read your words your inner fears, realise that they are not alone.

Your words can inspire so many.

my Ladyloves, if its an gateway sphere for you... then let be

i think... a lot of us be more brave by being/writing self even when we feel we are not even ourselves..

thank you beautiful one you know how the writing spirit goes it is a realm of powerful magic it must be released even if it burns the tongue with the telling...

love you lady...

Brenda 💕

Just don’t listen to them demons, that say it’s not worth it.
Keep writing. 👌🏻