words coming from a cheater's mouth

take a step back for a moment
and think about the laughs
that you shared.
 
think about the true meaning
of her name, about all the fun games
and how now the only thing left is pain.
 
why is it okay for me to hurt her
but not the other way around?
i fell for her when i didn't intend to  
now i don't know what the fuck i should do
 
I love her but I've found another
even though i ended our relationship  
i still think of her smile, how much she laughed
and how much she reminds me of a small child.
 
I'm with someone else now, someone closer
someone i can hug, someone that can give me
comfort.  but lets welcome the darkness in our minds
thinking about the first time and although i know she
won't always be mine, I'll still hold her close deep inside
 
our love wasn't a game nor a joke
the pain we are in is something we  
cannot shake, even though we still are  
in pain. We understand that our love  
won't fade.
 
secrets and lies is how we ended
but our love wasn't faked
we are still in so much pain
we know our love will not fade
it wasn't me, it was her who was
betrayed.