Submissive Dreaming

My mind
Is most at ease thinking about
Sex
You she they
manipulating
me
Bare submissive
Seeking your authority and control
Wishing only to please and satisfy
Through my own humiliation and defeat
Your needs supreme and
Your beauty mesmerizing
Your power divine.

I wish for more too
But I’m addicted
Returning time and again
To heels shoes legs hair smell
And suddenly on the train I find myself
Surrounded by a group of beauties
Visiting from afar.
So happy and sad it’s not summer

Another time -
I’m looking down the train
Towards you, sitting there
Seats away, awake;
We lock eyes for a moment and
I wonder
If on my knees I’d please you
Head and mouth at your feet
And your service. But there’s no way
To know
And no reason to wonder
Except that I’m in constant agitation
wishing
craving.