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beguiled
the tangled vine of treachery
wrapped around my throat
strangling my cries of protest
you never heard me scream
wherein the forest of madness
alone I wandered unguarded
you didn't see the Marauders as they approached
with death in their stares,
theft of innocence on their minds
my virtue was plucked while you lay sleeping
stolen from me by men of no conscious
I lament for my disgraced state
delusions held me down while they raped me
stripped of honesty and virtue
I wept bitterly
I'd strayed from your side
resenting your watchful eyes in my rebellion
I didn't see the dangers of playing alone in the forest
with a haunted expression, I faced you
I couldn't tell you the source of my pain
it was my fault I hadn't heeded your warnings
my virtue stolen
I carry my shame down to the river
where I drown what's left of the girl you adored
so much more now a woman
with eyes wide open
I vowed...
never again would I be so foolish
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Anonymous
- Edited 30th May 2019 3:51pm
3rd May 2019 5:14pm
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Re: Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 5:17pm
thank you dearest Bender for the love and understanding on this write... I deeply appreciate your sharing of personal experience...
love Brenda ❤
love Brenda ❤
Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 5:40pm
The Tree of Life is strewn with mistakes, yet each foot we ascend offers a branch, a hand then a foot hold to help us reach toward the light from the darkness of our own foliage.
Keep to your upward trajectory, my Lady, leave the slips of the past where they belong....behind you.
Keep to your upward trajectory, my Lady, leave the slips of the past where they belong....behind you.
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thank you beautiful Teri for the wisdom this may seem strange to some but because of my delusional state at any given time, my husband is my guardian...I am vulnerable when my madness peaks...I resented his watchful eye now I realize anew I need it...
I deeply appreciate your thoughts...
love Brenda 🌹
I deeply appreciate your thoughts...
love Brenda 🌹
Anonymous
- Edited 21st Oct 2019 5:45am
3rd May 2019 6:12pm
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thank you dearest HF I'm as wretched as the next but I'm extremely bipolar given to bouts of delusions while in that state I am innocent in a sense in that I can't make decisions based on reality rather only reality as I know it at that moment... that was the inspiration for this write...
I deeply appreciate the love you show me on my writes...
love Brenda ❤
I deeply appreciate the love you show me on my writes...
love Brenda ❤
Anonymous
- Edited 21st Oct 2019 5:45am
3rd May 2019 6:27pm
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3rd May 2019 6:29pm
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4th May 2019 7:17am
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4th May 2019 7:25am
dearest HF we ladies here in the underground are a little crazy at times but we are deeply connected and protective because we love each other...
beautiful Pandora even though I'm not always good at communicating please know you were on my heart...you're such a lovely lady to me 🌹
beautiful Pandora even though I'm not always good at communicating please know you were on my heart...you're such a lovely lady to me 🌹
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- Edited 21st Oct 2019 5:45am
4th May 2019 7:35am
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I know it even when I questioned it a bit. I understand it more, now that I see the true "you" back. I adore you & it was very hard to watch. I even gathered a project together for you from your family . I never finished it because I was in the hospital & I felt you needed a break from "my" reminders /attention drawn to you. I hope I still have it all so I can complete it. 💜
He asked who you were with crimson in the stars came out. I'm glad he now knows!
He asked who you were with crimson in the stars came out. I'm glad he now knows!
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Re: Re. beguiled
4th May 2019 2:49pm
yeah it's a very special place I'd been to other poetry sites before I found my way here but nothing was ever like this sacred place... I'm grateful for your presence here so happy you made it here...
love Brenda 💕
love Brenda 💕
Re: Re. beguiled
4th May 2019 2:53pm
beautiful Pandora you are so very thoughtful beautiful forgive me for not gettting back to you... I struggle with pm's meaning for whatever reason that is the one place I have trouble expressing myself...
love you, special lady...
Brenda ❤
love you, special lady...
Brenda ❤
Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 6:54pm
Powerful Brenda. That's what you are. We all have our vulnerability, frailties, none of us are all powerful or omnipotent, but we have the strength of the phoenix. We rise and rise again. 🙏💖
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Re: Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 8:26pm
thank you graciously dearest Daniel for that beautiful comment of empowerment and belief in me...
love Brenda 💕
love Brenda 💕
Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 9:17pm
We are tested along this path, it's never easy and most of the time we learn on the fly.
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Re: Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 9:18pm
thank you dearest Tim indeed we are tested I have to learn to better navigate the madness when it comes...
I deeply appreciate your thoughts...
love Brenda 🌹
I deeply appreciate your thoughts...
love Brenda 🌹
Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 9:29pm
"So much more now a woman," and you emerge victorious. And, to say the least, a fine poet. You do beguile me every time, dearest Brenda.
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Re: Re. beguiled
3rd May 2019 9:38pm
thank you graciously dearest Thomas for the continued love and support it's greatly appreciated...
love Brenda 🌹
love Brenda 🌹
Re. beguiled
7th Jul 2019 9:44pm
There are times I sit alone feeling what you feel not because I have your issues or problems, I have my own battles my own marauders attacking me deep inside.
Only thing is I didn't have anyone so the battle felt like forever that is until now, seems that my path was already chosen I just hadn't found it, that is why I am here in DU this is my home you are my family this is my path.
Only thing is I didn't have anyone so the battle felt like forever that is until now, seems that my path was already chosen I just hadn't found it, that is why I am here in DU this is my home you are my family this is my path.
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