Too much love

I know
you only mean to show
that you wish me all the best

But how
can I tell you that right now
I need some space and time to rest

Every hug
you give while you are tearing up
is too painful to endure

Could you
please stop saying that you do
stay with me till I am cured?

I don't want you to be hurting
I don't want you to be sad
but I can not take this anymore
cause the pain just drives me mad

I don't want to break your heart now
turn you insides inside out
but I know I have to go and
I just want to cry and shout.