Fading

here i lay in darkness wet  
no one sees my soul  
it sits with long limbs it stares -at my throat  
it smiles- fangs scrape on the floor  
in agony i wait  
i anticipate-morning though i know fully well it will NEVER come  

it never does i just wait  
 fufilling human existence  
INSANITY- is doing the same thing over and over--....expecting a different result  
 
so yes - when you say im insane  
yes im insane  
but wait- i thought crazy people didnt know they were crazy  
thereofore i cant be crazy...isnt that crazy  
 
you see.  
its hard for me to cope with everything  
everything and nothing because honestly  
all of this pain- subsides to an emptynes  
 i, am . SO.-TIRED-  
....of being filled with a nothingness so consuming that i am left still in the dark  
ashes remain of a girl that burnt out on thoughts  
like a record player  
that someone might rescue her from herself.  
that someone would stop staring at her body  
stop losing their mind trying to understand her heart  
and SAVE. HER.  
 
we were all born with a purpose.  
and life is trying to figure out what that purpose is  
 
so at the end of the day...  
...my bones in ruin and my mind shattered.  
im a reminder of what happens when you try to figure it all out...  
 
life doesnt make sense you will never be able to rely on fact it will always be a humans mind or false word.  
youre mind is a dangerous thing.  
if words can kill  
 how much more lethal is the mind that made them?  
 
Forget what ive said.
Belive everything youve heard
If that's what you want.
 
But  
 
 
If ignorance is bliss...
 
 
 
 
There should be more happy people