The wilted lily

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUwjNBjqR-c
listen and read please thank you....

Encapsulated reflections  
of my life’s entirety    
in 5 second frames    
running through my mind    
   
living relentlessly on the edge of  
Is it? or is'n't?    
remains the question    
of a lifetime....    
   
What I didn't do,    
what I could’ve done better...  
   
Did i sacrifice enough    
did I love enough....    
   
Probably not,    
I am selfish