you made me feel pain

jrw
the three letters i once loved to write
you told me you loved me
youd never leave me
especially for someone else
and then you fucking did
you left for her
the same girl who has caused me heartbreak for years
and because i love you so much
i decided against happiness so i wouldnt hurt you
funny
you shattered my heart
and i kept it shattered to protect you from the pain i feel
you have hurt me so much
i cant touch my sketchbook without wanting to scream
you inspired my art
you asked to see my art
to read my poetry
you asked for drawings
and then you left
stole a piece of my heart
and 3 months of my life
and my inspiration to draw
i want to hate you
but i cant
because unlike you
i didnt tell lies
ill always love you jrw
just remember that...