Stay or Leave

Why do you insist on leaving?
I barely even see you
You stay so close to me
You feel so far away though

You don't call me anymore
You avoid me when you're over
Did I do something to make
This relationship grow colder?

Thanksgiving or Christmas

You gave me a choice
I can't have them both
So much for having a voice

I chose Christmas at first
And you said you'd be leaving this week
So I changed it to Thanksgiving
How selfish of me

If you want to leave
Who am I to stop you?
Go back to your drugs
Your sex
Your boys who claim they "got you"

I'd like to say that I don't
Care what it is that you do
But we both know that I'd be lying

Do you realize
That even the thought of you being gone
Makes me start crying?

I just learned that I'm oversensitive
Bipolar too...
Go ahead
Leave
Do what you gotta do

I don't care anymore
Or do I?
I'm not sure
But if you leave
And don't come back this time
I'm starting another World War