Speed Demon

 I'm writing this letter to tell you goodbye. I admit this is not easy for me, you were my first love and we've been together 33 years. I barely remember life without you.
  When we were together, I was able to forget my problems and all my fears seemed to disappear. But so did my morals, feelings and any self worth I ever had. My depression was gone with your presence and you put a smile on my face, not even death could erase. We've seen many die before and in front of us and you said " Never look back " which I didnt  ...  until now.
   I've had some of my best conversations with you, and the words just seemed to flow out of my mouth. You were not cheap., but my love ran deep.   I lied, I stole, and I cheated for you. I never thought it would be like this, the more I gave., the more you took. You wanted everything. My soul and even my daughter. But I can't allow that to happen and i'm taking back my life, which doesn't include you or your destructive ways.  It's time for you to go back to HELL Speed Demon .  Forever