sweet dreams

i see the moon in the sky
while laying in bed
i just want to die
living in my head
the room i live in
has no windows
put my life in the bin
while all time slows
my lungs are screaming
i cant take a breath
im not very seeming
while i welcome death
i feel
like im
underwater
my brain is drenched
in gasoline
muscles clench
ignite with a scream
as the night ends
not a wink slept
my reality bends
my mind is gone