Submissions by yourdarkboi (kersionix)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
depression themed poems are my forte
SELF POEM
Published
5th Jun 2019 4:21pm
5th Jun 2019 4:21pm
i did it for you
I did it for you
You always said i’m fine, myself
But i know it to be untrue
Because you are gone now
And i just miss you
So now, i must change
To be shaped to something new
My friends are worried,
But i just miss you
So now i paint my face,
To scare them all off too
I wear less clothes now
I just miss you
My musics changed,
I feel a fool
Because i,
Just miss you
I'm getting there, i'm losing weight
Will i be good enough soon?
Im just to the point where i,
Miss you ...
You always said i’m fine, myself
But i know it to be untrue
Because you are gone now
And i just miss you
So now, i must change
To be shaped to something new
My friends are worried,
But i just miss you
So now i paint my face,
To scare them all off too
I wear less clothes now
I just miss you
My musics changed,
I feel a fool
Because i,
Just miss you
I'm getting there, i'm losing weight
Will i be good enough soon?
Im just to the point where i,
Miss you ...
#despair
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th May 2019 6:02pm
10th May 2019 6:02pm
haiku #3
i hope dost souls weep
forever in the arms of love
onward to the gates
forever in the arms of love
onward to the gates
#haiku
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th May 2019 7:14pm
8th May 2019 7:14pm
haiku #2
i tend to look to
light, for you are always mine
own plight, always mine
light, for you are always mine
own plight, always mine
#haiku
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th May 2019 5:25am
5th May 2019 5:25am
Haiku #1
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#haiku
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SELF POEM
Published
5th May 2019 5:20am
5th May 2019 5:20am
You bring out the worst of me
You, look deep in my eyes
And i, stare deep into yours
But, you don't understand why sometimes I want
To
Die
But then I see you and I feel great
Baby stay here I want a taste
But I you are the light of my life
But you bring out the worst in me
And I just can't think
You leave me hopeful
But when you leave, you leave me on the brink
And you bring out the worst in me
But i, love the feeling
But I can't get you out my head
And I can't keep dealing
But I can't leave your side
I love you too much ...
And i, stare deep into yours
But, you don't understand why sometimes I want
To
Die
But then I see you and I feel great
Baby stay here I want a taste
But I you are the light of my life
But you bring out the worst in me
And I just can't think
You leave me hopeful
But when you leave, you leave me on the brink
And you bring out the worst in me
But i, love the feeling
But I can't get you out my head
And I can't keep dealing
But I can't leave your side
I love you too much ...
#love
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Mar 2019 3:41pm
12th Mar 2019 3:41pm
finals week
my head hurts
but my minds gone numb
i finished first
god im dumb
why are you stareing
so what i got up first
now i know i failed
i gonna burst
i tried
and failed
but i wont worry about colledge
that ship has sailed
so, yeah
im done first
but its over now
and so what if the room is terse
but my minds gone numb
i finished first
god im dumb
why are you stareing
so what i got up first
now i know i failed
i gonna burst
i tried
and failed
but i wont worry about colledge
that ship has sailed
so, yeah
im done first
but its over now
and so what if the room is terse
#school
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Feb 2019 9:32pm
20th Feb 2019 9:32pm
burning low
i look to the mirror
but i cant cause its broken
and when i try to talk to you
i wish id never spoken
i think of the demons of my past
and i make a circle of salt to protect my soul
from the pain it brings me
the wick is burning low
but i cant cause its broken
and when i try to talk to you
i wish id never spoken
i think of the demons of my past
and i make a circle of salt to protect my soul
from the pain it brings me
the wick is burning low
#identity
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Feb 2019 7:34pm
20th Feb 2019 7:34pm
burning bright,but the price is my soul
burning bright
but what is the cost?
i didnt know then
but hell,now im lost
i tried to fit in
boy that was shit
now im just the
girl that cant be fixed
now i can see that im being
down
but the truth is ok
when you utter no soud
i see that my poems are repetative
and ive been on a break
but c'mon if i were different
i wouldnt be me, for gods sake!
and know i feel like a dad that
just found online
good god
it must be a sign
and yes,for an atheist
i use gods name alot
but at least i...
but what is the cost?
i didnt know then
but hell,now im lost
i tried to fit in
boy that was shit
now im just the
girl that cant be fixed
now i can see that im being
down
but the truth is ok
when you utter no soud
i see that my poems are repetative
and ive been on a break
but c'mon if i were different
i wouldnt be me, for gods sake!
and know i feel like a dad that
just found online
good god
it must be a sign
and yes,for an atheist
i use gods name alot
but at least i...
#identity
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
31st Jan 2019 6:17pm
31st Jan 2019 6:17pm
gloomy is sunday
they never realize
what they do
to the around them,
to me and to you
and as they part the people
like a wave
the differeces are to great
for any to be saved
from the children
to the old
their humanity is gone,
its been sold
to the highest bidder
goes our souls
for a few likes
our indiviguality is taken
and stabbed on the spike
of numbness to the lonelyness
we feel cause we're all alone
i tryed to rebel,
but it doesent work if your just
a clone
what they do
to the around them,
to me and to you
and as they part the people
like a wave
the differeces are to great
for any to be saved
from the children
to the old
their humanity is gone,
its been sold
to the highest bidder
goes our souls
for a few likes
our indiviguality is taken
and stabbed on the spike
of numbness to the lonelyness
we feel cause we're all alone
i tryed to rebel,
but it doesent work if your just
a clone
#oppression
#inequality
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2019 10:08pm
23rd Jan 2019 10:08pm
bags in the wind
i have no center
no time for peace
i want no part
in your deadly disease
you use your words to tear me down
to see me cry in blood
ill meet you when you feel found
and you will see how i fell and stood
now you see
how i am
the real me
as the hourglass loses sand
as the years go by
it will only get worse
want to die
to take that ride in a hearse
as the darkness consumes
me before your eyes
your laughter resumes
and your sad frown is a lie
no time for peace
i want no part
in your deadly disease
you use your words to tear me down
to see me cry in blood
ill meet you when you feel found
and you will see how i fell and stood
now you see
how i am
the real me
as the hourglass loses sand
as the years go by
it will only get worse
want to die
to take that ride in a hearse
as the darkness consumes
me before your eyes
your laughter resumes
and your sad frown is a lie
#despair
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Jan 2019 10:18pm
17th Jan 2019 10:18pm
spireling out of control
no that's not good for us"
"oh, come on its just a blunt"
"fine"
that was the first time
now i hit it daily
i never thought that that was when
i first started failing
"but we're too young"
" come on, its just a kiss"
"fine"
now the theater department has seen too much
and my grades are slip'in
there is no control where there are no cameras
now shut up and slip that tongue in
"but what if my mom finds out?"
"its just a sip"
"fine"
now don't you shake my water bottle
cause you wont see no bubbles
no...
"oh, come on its just a blunt"
"fine"
that was the first time
now i hit it daily
i never thought that that was when
i first started failing
"but we're too young"
" come on, its just a kiss"
"fine"
now the theater department has seen too much
and my grades are slip'in
there is no control where there are no cameras
now shut up and slip that tongue in
"but what if my mom finds out?"
"its just a sip"
"fine"
now don't you shake my water bottle
cause you wont see no bubbles
no...
#TruthOfLife
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Dec 2018 10:15pm
17th Dec 2018 10:15pm
what you dont see
what you dont see
is me at home
where instead of living
id rather be stoned
what you dont see
is when i cry
i dont let you see
i will defy
what you chose not to see
are those marks on my wrists
"oh they're nothing"
i always insist
what you chose not to see
is my smile is fake
i gave up on trying
for gods sake
what you dont care about
is the fact that i try
"who the fuck is she?"
"why dosent she die?"
but what i see
is a fat girl with
an ugly face
who dosent belong in
the...
is me at home
where instead of living
id rather be stoned
what you dont see
is when i cry
i dont let you see
i will defy
what you chose not to see
are those marks on my wrists
"oh they're nothing"
i always insist
what you chose not to see
is my smile is fake
i gave up on trying
for gods sake
what you dont care about
is the fact that i try
"who the fuck is she?"
"why dosent she die?"
but what i see
is a fat girl with
an ugly face
who dosent belong in
the...
#myself
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