Win

-Before it ended-
 
Perfect eyes  
Perfect nose
You’re perfect all around  
From your head to your toes.
 
Girl you make me euphoric  
Your smile is my cocaine  
I want your hand grabbing mine
Linked together like a steel chain
 
You know I’m infatuated  
One might even call it an addiction
My emotions towards you are so unreal
One might consider it science fiction
 
-After it ended-
 
You produce emotions within me
Emotions words could never explain
Now I’m left alone in my dark mind
Late nights, drunk off cheap Champaign
 
I haven’t felt emotions like this in a while
I forgot I even had them at all
You showed me why I hid them after my ex
But thank you for showing me I still had them after all
Unfortunately I despise these feelings  
Now I make them go away with plenty of alcohol  
Don’t worry for me I’ll take care of my feelings  
Slowly repressing them like it’s protocol  
 
Please take care