It's been so long and I'm still so sad

I don't want to eat
But I need to, right?
I dont want to cry
But they keep falling

I dont even love you anymore
But you still make me sad

I dont think i love you anymore
I hope i dont
You're disgustingly monstrous
You pulled everything good out of me
Even when I was empty
You kept tugging
And I screamed and screamed and screamed
And you just laughed.

I hope I dont love you anymore
You fucked me while talking to her

And then begged me not to say anything
I hope I dont love you anymore

You told me you could fuck anyone you wanted too, while looking me in the face as I was bawling because I just wanted you to love me

I hope I dont love you anymore
You broke me
You tore me apart
Left me empty
There is nothing inside of me anymore
I am empty

This is all our fault.

I hope you never find happiness, I hope you find happiness and then it breaks you worse than I ever could.
I hope she rips everything out of you, leaves you a hollow corpse howling at the moon desperate for someone to save you.
No ones going to save you.

No one saved me.