With Wings Depart

 When I stand next to her
I shift uneasily
For I sense a hope akin
Which exudes from she
At night I toss the bed sheets clear
Losing peaceful sleep
With anticipation of our
Next time we meet
My goals in mind lie far a field
So cannot stay here long
I fear to get to close to her
Will show my will's not strong
With that in mind I lie awake
Drolling out these words
As much for her as for me
Closeness would soon hurt
At the time I should spread my wings
And tearfully depart
One thing I cannot now give
Is my aching heart