Laid Bare

This ain't no joke  
Ain't no smoke up your ass    
This is just me    
Laying naked in the grass    
This is me wanting      
You to rape me    
This is me wanting      
To feel SOMETHING      
I try to talk and try to tease      
I try to reach you    
And try to please      
But you are some mountain    
Some thing made of stone    
I scrape and scratch      
I'm always alone      
I want to get in    
To penetrate you    
Outside in the cold    
What can I do    
I've opened myself    
Ripped out my parts    
Told you my story      
Right from the start    
But the look in your eyes      
A wall, cold and dark      
Reaching forever      
It goes past the sky    
It tears out my veins    
And shreds my heart    
Who cares and who knows      
And NOTHING inside      
Nothing between      
and nothing beside      
Till death do us part    
Vows that we've said    
That's easy enough      
When you're already dead