Eulogies

I've written 3 eulogies
Mother, Father, Ginger (Dog)
Ginger's was the hardest to deliver
I knew I was going to cry at the end
Indeed I did
Not a total breakdown
Just choked up
Voice trembling
Emotion you could cut with a knife

I dream about all of them
Last night however I dreamt about funerals
Gathering with my family
Writing them all over again

I take Melatonin to sleep
It helps keep me asleep
Without it I lay awake for hours
Then feel like crap the next day
Wondering which is worse
Feeling like crap or my dreams ?