That Icy Gaze

Stumbled in a daze,
her icy gaze,
ripped my veins out of the way and let that rabbit role grow bigger in the empty space,
 I'm a slave to endorphins,
please give me more,
 I want to feel the pain,
 until I’m bruised blue and broken

 it's become an obsession
that I haven't even begun to embrace yet,
take my brain apart
and find the dianetics no longer play their part.

I'm still a monster to myself
and it's leaking through,
who knew...
I'd be so damaging
so beautiful and consuming,
I find her bitter in my using,
the lady in the room with a switchblade smile
and the chemicals have the prison spinning
and gloom never looked so good...
now I'm braced for impact,
 shes become my impasse,
impractical and impregnable
fortress, a gas chamber palace

She’s an accelerator in my dreams, she's alice... had her(hatter) on the fringe,
The voices are echoing again,
 I only prey on the winters wolves and small animals,
can they out last the cannibal?...

flash lights
and a dusted road,
ego starts to take its toll,
but I'm faithful in my practice
and let the wanders make it home...

There’s emotions I control
except one but she hides that intensity in her throat,
 love lust fun and dying young, eat a bullet,
drink the punch,
kiss me and freedom comes,
silver city and chariots or dark pits where a fire kissed angel sits,


Born again in your heart
and finally dying in your arms,