i miss you

 
My love where are you this eve?  
 
I'm calling you  
enter my darkness greed  
and soothe the beast in me  
 
these halls are cold  
without your shining love  
I cry inside for your absence  
after all these months I've begun to grieve  
 
anger wrapped me tightly  
I was terribly missing you and not realizing it  
in some ways, I pushed you away  
my darkness is too much to bear I see that now  
 
you have to fly  
I have to let you go  
so you may soar to destinations  
of your heart's desire  
 
someday the wind's of fate  
may blow you back to me  
for now, we walk separate paths  
together but alone  
 
I will always love you  
and look back at all the beauty  
you inspired in me with wonder  
 
sigh that such a beautiful lady chose me  
when I was busy doing my own thing  
thinking I didn't need anyone  
in your light shine, I realize I did  
 
there is a part of my heart reserved only for you  
the Goddess placed it there  
so I would see you when you came  
 
two hearts one beat