Endless Highway

Took a dark turn
thought I could soothe rejection
in a buffet of personal ads
a mild beer buzz
dragging a keyword search
into extended hours
of solidarity

To not feel so alone
in the cravings
of this life once lived
suggestive glimpses
of the adventurous
right in the neighbourhood
just a message away

And just when you are ready
burning to make a move
an invite to upgrade,
always for a price.