Missiving The Point

 
(1)

*The Sorrow Of Yesterday And Tomorrow*


My Dear Ex - Handfasted One
 
I Am Sorry For What Was Done
 
When You Were Innocent , A Child
 
I Am Sorry You Were So Very Defiled ,
 
I Am Sorry You Were In Their Image Made
 
Into Their Horny Slut And Their Sex Slave  
 
I Am Also Truly Sorry The Way You Had To Heal  
 
To Not Withdraw From The World And To Feel ,
 
Was To Try To Poison Me And Then Go Run
 
To Be Honest That Was Not Really Any Fun
 
To Have You Say Watch Me I May Be Poisoning You
 
As Though I Believed It Was Something You Could Do
 
I Was Blind To Your Borderline Personality Disorder
 
Your Programmed Mind Out Of Order Multiple Boarders
 
I Thought You Were Just Scattered That Did Not Matter
 
When I Loved You , But I Did Not Realize You Loved It Rough
 
And When You Told Me , My Domination Was Not Enough
 
When You Told Me I Did Not Give You What Was Your Need
 
Because I Did Not Whip You Hard Enough To Make You Bleed  
 
And When You Talked About A Pit With Spiders , Kept In The Dark
 
Until They Used You , I Knew , They Were Mind Dividers Of Your Spark
 
And You Were So Mistreated , Made To Feel Defeated And So Broken  
 
And It Took So Much To Try To Love And Speak Your Truth Finally Spoken
 
And I Offered You All I Could , Revealing And Healing , And Our Dark Sex
 
Breaking Programs , Loving Hands , Touching Hearts , Trying To Correct
 
Until You Told Me Your Darkest Self Had Fallen In Deep Love With Me ,
 
And Could Not Kill Me , I Still Did Not See Until You Were Gone , A Mystery
 
And Something Died Deep Inside , Besides What You Did To Me With Foxglove
 
When You Stole Part Of My Soul , This I Forgive , Though I Live Without That Love
 
And I Shall Always Love You , Each And Every Day , I May Now Go Through ,
 
Though From Distance , There Is No Resistance , To Hoping You Shall Be Born Anew !


(2)


By Her Sheathanic Majesty's Request



Dear Sheathan :

I Truly Find It Such A Bloody Damn Shame

Someone Dared To Change Your Name

Then They Even Changed Your Gender

Now That Is One Weird Ass Mind Bender

Just Like Our Lusifurge Lady Of Lights ,

Shining Bright In The Wietch's Dark Night ,

They Turned You Male , Told Their Stories

To Hide The Real Truth About Your Glory

That Of What They Later Called Original Sin

Knowledge Of The Code We Were Written In

Those Of The Path And The Persuasion Of Cleric

Needed Some Deity To Make People Hysteric

To Create Their Control Of The Population's Souls

Then Blamed Their Own Creation For What They Stole

I Do Think It Is Just A Little Bit Rather Quite Absurd

That You Shall Be The One Who Gets The Final Word

That In The End Of This Dimension Or Of All Of Us In Absentia

All Will Be Revealed That Has Been Concealed In Common Dementia !


(3)



The Boss I Should Be Afraid Of ( Maybe )


Dear Boss :

It Has Been Brought To My Attention

By The Other Me I Must Now Mention

Of Need For Overdrive Just To Stay Alive

And The Buzz Of The Internal Neural Hive

Just To Be And Manifest Thoughts Wrought

Thinks Thunk And Answers To Questions Sought

And This Act Of Self Employment Is A Detriment

To My Lethargic Leisure And Enlightened Enjoyment

I Have Thought Of Leaving My Esteemed Position

As The Lord Of My Manor Of Coordinated Cognition

Yet I Have Found That Not To Be Even A Remote Possibility

As That Would Create A Disability And Gap In Total Credibility

So Consider This Not My Letter Of Defeat Or Self Resignation

Yet To Inform You ,You Shall Find Me , At Our Mutual Grand Central Station