broken mirror of the world

i see the sun its life my own
here amongst the sheep and butchers
"intelligent" people mainlineng bullshit
i yearn for release for respite for the knife

i see a child laugh it's smile my own
this dieing world they shall inherit
"careing" parents devoid of rational judgement
a smack, a punch, a tumble dryer?

i see the rain, its quiet sorrow my own
mourning this dissolusion with tears of apathy
"empathy" for any cause amidst the leigion
silently i surrender ,wasteing, waiting

i see a rotting corpse, its face my own
its animation a deception of the mind
"living" as i search for meaning
the end, the source the journey

i see my lover, his lust my own
his eyes shineing as he smiles
"loveing" me with tooth and claw
a tempest of heat, power and pain

i see my friends, thier memories my own
redeeming this shallow limbo i have created
lighting the darkest corners of my soul
i breath deep, scream and soar