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You show up unannounced  
Anger
pain
and hurt
Of the past
Begin to  
Fester in my soul
I hate the way you  
make me feel
Like you still  
have control of me
Fuck you
I'm no longer  
Under your thumb
So I'll swallow  
These feelings
For the sake  
of my daughter
And place a fake smile
On my face
Like I did for so long
When you made me feel numb
One day I will over come
My past
Knowing the feelings won't last
And the love for my daughter  
Surpasses  
The grief you gave me